I didn’t sign up for this!
This is not my life!
I don’t believe what I see
It’s not me!
Why can’t I live what resides deep within
My mind
My heart and soul
I’m living someone else’s reality!
These clothes
My hair
My smile
Not me!
My work
My belief
My friends
My space
Not me!
Is it just because I go with the flow and except what I see?
Rather than creating what I know.
What I know is what is truly real…when it comes to me
You never see it, but it’s everything that I am
Why do I feel I have to give up myself to resonate with anyone else?
With anything else?
What I am a signing up for?
A role?
A job?
To be accepted?
Then, where do I go?
Where do I fit in?
